记录

记录今天和昨天发生的事。
昨天心情很好，可是不知怎么的今天又不好了起来。
其实我知道为什么。。。因为少了规律。。
因为今天本来打算早上买东西，下午好好读书，晚上去游个泳。

结果：
早上起不来，卡不见了。
没去买菜，没什么好吃的，结果乱乱吃，搞得肚子痛。

下午，不知怎么的又睡着了。
没读到书。。wth

晚上，本来去游泳的，但管理员说打雷不可以游。


没关系，明天又是新的开始。。。新的希望。。。
明天早上我要去买东西。。下午要去要好好学ut。。晚上要游泳或跑步。。。
我跟自己打赌我一定办的到。。加油啦。。


Btw。。我发现学ut的秘诀就是别给自己太大的压力。。
睡个饱，吃得好，看看6p应该就可以了吧。。
但平常要好好的学习才行。。.
不给自己太大的压力了。。。不管做错了什么。。都要原谅自己。。
凡是别太计较。。看开一点。。


黄依芬的体验。。长大后的体验。。
还有要好好对待别人。。要想到别人的感受。。说话要小心。
但即使忽发现忽略了，要学会原谅自己。。下次不犯就行了。。
要活的有规律。。

Hope I will become wiser…I dun mind become older
As Sitthui always say: Old and wise…

心情不好

今天心情真的坏透了。。。


就因为一个很烂的理由。。。


我没有帮忙我有能力帮的事。。。


今天有一位朋友叫我帮他回宿舍拿charger。。他陪我一起拿


但我没这么做。。。因为我懒得回家，，而且想好好做worksheet。。。


但还是很内疚。。结果心情不好。。


很希望有狗把我的良心吃掉。。这样就不用烦了。。


因为其实我。很。自。私。




难过的时候想要有人安慰。。想让别人知道。。。


但。我知道。你。没。注意。


想到。妳。只是。想。利用。我。会。害怕。。。


因为我把妳当朋友。。。也许我错了。。




Postnotes: 姐姐和美智不是你们哦。。你们是朋友^^

美智这个神人。。

这篇文章已经在我脑海 archive 了一个月吧。。一直都没写。。不是没有时间就是懒得写。。


会有感启发写这篇是因为那时星期三美智打扫宿舍，刚好打扫厨房而我就在厨房煮东西， 常碰撞， 结果两人就让来让去，让了半天。


所以，我有点不耐烦了。可是，看到美智，还是依然默默的扫她的地，似乎有点生气但却忍着。 想着想着，就觉得美智这个人很能忍。用"神奇"两个字来形容她一点也不夸张。


于是我萌生了怪想法，嫉妒了起来，而且还是两种嫉妒法。

第一种，是身为一个女孩子的嫉妒。也想象她一样这么能忍。而我在想能娶到这个总是以和为贵 的女孩是莫大的福气啊！


另一种，是身为朋友的嫉妒。想着这女孩是不是对每个人对这么好啊。自私想霸占她的好，想成为她心理比较特别的人。也想在她不想忍的时候会来我这里发泄。。。



Disclaimer: I am not lesbian...

我的RJ

我觉得我写的这篇RJ还可以。。让大家看看。。有励志文章的感觉。。


哈哈哈。。毕业后可以考虑做兼职励志作家。。赚些买巧克力的钱。。




Share a recent movie or show with me. What are some values you learnt from watching it?
Response:


I would like to share a movie called The Pursuit of Happyness. It is a nice movie starred by Will Smith and his son Jaden Smith and it is actually based on a true story.


Here is the synopsis of the film: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Pursuit_of_Happyness

Some values that I have learnt from watching it:

1. Belief

Believe yourself and believe others. It may sound simple but yet it has great impact on yourself and others. In the movie, Chris Gardner believes that he has the ability to become a stockbroker even though he has no related experiences and qualification needed. If he thinks that he could not make it, he won’t achieve what he has now.His wife did not believe in him and leave him eventually.


Sometimes, all people need from you is to trust them that they could achieve their goal. We should not look down on them instead we should encourage them to go for it because it gives them strength to pursue it.


For example, I heard story about a secondary school teacher who believes in a boy who are perceived as “a bad student”. He gave up himself, did not care about his studies, often engaged in fights and brought troubles for his teachers. But the teacher never gives up on him and guided him with patient and love. Eventually, the boy is back on right track and very grateful to his teacher.


I like this part of conversation between Chris and his son in the movie very much.


It gives me the deepest impression among all the lines the movie. “Don't ever let someone tell you, you can't do something. Not even me. You got a dream, you got to protect it. People can’t do something themselves, they want to tell you, you can’t do it. You want something, go get it. Period. All right? “


2. Hard work

Hard work does pay off. That’s what I firmly believe. It is not enough that you wish and believe that you can achieve something but you need to DO something in order to get it. In the movie, Chris has worked very hard for his dream. He has lots of job to do like to take care of his son, tried to sell the scanners and internship at brokerage firm Dean Witter Reynolds at the same time.


3. Perseverance


When you have worked very hard for a long time and things do not turn up as what you hope, you will have the feeling to give up. But instead of giving up, you could try harder or find other ways to achieve it. In the movie, despite of various setbacks, Chris never give up and keep on trying.



There is a nice story that I read before about perseverance. Once upon a time, there is a man who buys a piece of land that is rumored to have lots of gold in it. The man digs it every day hoping to find gold mine in it. But one day, he felt like giving up and thus he sold it to another man. Another man who bought his land continues to dig at the position that he stopped digging and he found the gold mine near it. He regrets giving up because if he persevere a little bit more, he could have owned that gold mine.



P.S: There is a copy of the DVD in school library if faci would like to borrow it ^^


其实在电影里还学了一个道理，就是对小朋友的一举一动，一言一语，要谨慎一些，譬如：

1.不要找理由说什么没有钱或带不够钱之类的话不给小孩买东西，因为这会让小朋友觉得钱是万能的。可以说：我们已经有了，说不需要买，或者 （大家有什么更好的借口帮忙想，我想用在我妹身上。。。）


在戏里，因为要去赚钱，所以小孩不能玩篮球玩的太久，那个爸爸就说：
hi..listen here..i believe u can excel in other things, not just playing basketball. I am sure u do..




2.让小孩抱着一些希望。在戏里chris对他小孩说：we might go to c the match. 虽然机会非常非常小，还是没跟他说。 we can't go..

很美的一句。。

这句话是我自己创作的。。

当时我在去学校的路上，回忆与某人的一些琐碎画面。。

看到走经E4的池塘。。看到了涟漪。。微笑着。。


好高兴姐姐喜欢这句话。。还跟把它跟另外一句连起来变像一首诗。。





回忆的一点一滴荡起涟漪扬起嘴角。微笑。

我在微笑着。你呢？

问题，压力与逃避

现在的感觉很压抑。。有一种说不上来的压抑感。



自从来了RP之后，有两个英文字母会让我很有压力。



UT，这两个简单的字母，是我最大的压力来源，而我面对他的最常方法就是“吃”。



今天也不例外，可能是再加上累了吧，昨天去健身房，早上去跑步，又去工作，午餐三点才吃，身体又没法休息，尝试睡觉也睡不着，只好以“吃”试图减少 疲劳。



在吃的时候，电视是少不了得配搭。虽然也没什么好看的可是还是扭开了电视。。



正好电视上再拨有关减肥的东西，是一个真实个案。



一个女人在生产过后，有了肥胖问题，而这个问题造成了更多的问题，例如自卑感，孩子好奇的疑问，老公在外面找女人，等等的问题。他试了很多方法包括减肥药，挖喉咙，但都没有成效。最后问题的解决方案是去了减肥中心。 （这个方法是预料之中的，因为这个节目本来就是减肥中心弄的）。


让我疑惑的不是最后的解决方案，而是她的老公。



想想，真想杀死这样的老公。他没有陪老婆解决问题反而选择逃避，



他可以陪老婆一起运动如一起跑步啊，打球啊之类的，可以陪她一起吃少一点，可以付钱让她去减肥中心，或者可以包容她老婆的身材（长大的我发现这个不怎么现实）。



而他却选择了最窝囊的方法，放弃他的老婆，想到这点就让人气愤的想杀死他。（虽然身为只是一个看节目的我根本没有资格评论什么，因为我不是当事人，并不完全了解整个情况）



看了节目以后，ff跟ll 回来了，看到我那么晚了，还在啃面包加kaya的我，瞪大了眼睛，因为这真的会很肥。。

哈哈o(∩_∩)o...让我觉得很有罪恶感。



所以过了一会儿我就去刷牙了，刷牙的时候，想了很多事情，想着想着，就发现其实我和那个老公没什么两样，也是解决不了问题就逃避的人，而且跟他一样选择了很笨的逃避方式，“吃”。


我其实可以有别的方法可以逃避和解决方式

其他逃避方法：
1.去这里写东西
2.去跑步或游泳（累的时候不太有可能）
3.去看电影，漫画
4.画东西

解决方法：
1. 找出有效地复习方式
2.不要等到UT才手忙脚乱，平常要复习，要订一个复习日或复习习惯
3.累了就要好好休息，别管什么减肥，工作的事情


P.s: 妹妹和姐姐如果有其他建议的话，说来听听，让我参考一下^_^



大家要勇敢的面对问题哦。。一起加油。。如果妹妹和姐姐，要发牢骚也可以来找我哦

善用时间

今天是第一个不用读书的星期三。。


平常想要睡懒觉，不想起来，可是很奇怪，今天睡不着，7点就起来，蛮气人的


索性就去shop n save 买了面包


感觉很不错，因为时间变多了。对于像我这种做事喜欢慢吞吞的人，时间真的过的很快，所以不怕多。


今天跟美智去打羽毛球了，本来打得好好的，可是那个笨蛋管理员的出现破坏了一切


打羽毛球回来给自己好好的冲个凉， scrub 了一下把死皮给去掉， 再涂上橄榄油， 很舒服


吃了饭，想喝了点红茶，因为嘴巴有味道，怪怪的。所以就去上上网，突然想到昨天八卦的事，就去看了看那个网站，结果真的有。。哈哈。。


之后去大便，这句话很恶心，可是我还是想说：能大便真的很幸福o(∩_∩)o


只有便秘的人会懂，哈哈。。


其实我有还多东西还没做哦：
1. 帮弟弟找学校
2. 复习
3. 做poster
4. 去 ICA
5. 写在我脑海里已经写好的文章


所以啊。。不可以在浪费时间了。。
我现在要去找书温习了。。

P。S：谢谢美智今天带给我这么多欢乐。考虑他吧。。他看起来蛮不错的。。勇敢一点。

虽然以后你可能陪我少了，我不介意寂寞一点的。。wakaka。。

惜人。。惜物。。

这几天心情都不是很好。。

因为觉得太无聊又很寂寞。。

所以啊。。有点emo。。


上课时也没做什么。。昨天最夸张。。朋友要了ppt 直接换Team 的名字。。嘻嘻。。 我的第一次就这么献给了这个老师。。


不过昨天有位妹妹做了很令我感动的事。。不知不觉的让我心情好起来。。


也不知怎么的她“突然”（没用错词吧！）对我这么好。。因为charger坏掉了，所以这几天都要跟学校接电脑，而我这个学期已经不可以借（是可以啦。。不过要还钱。。）所以还蛮郁闷的。


我突然想到可以跟这位妹妹借用她的名来借。。可是后来发现她也不可以借。。
所以就想算了啦。。


没想到这位妹妹却帮我跟姐姐，借了卡，还跑了一圈，到她教室拿。。


开心，因为借到电脑。。


但更开心的是，那个我妹妹对我这么好。。让我觉得受宠若惊。。


那瞬间。。打从心底得想。。要珍惜这个朋友。。


谢谢美智妹妹 o(∩_∩)o







昨天下午也发生了一件让我觉得要去思考的问题。。


昨天吃了饺子汤。。拿了两种辣椒。。结果被 sitthui jiejie 骂。。（她很凶的）因为她觉得我有吃不了这么为什么要拿那么多。。为什么要拿那么多呢。。


后来反省了，觉得她说的对。。



还有我还被她骂（大家要相信我，她真的很凶）为什么把垫盘碟子弄得那么肮脏。。因为我把饺子丢进辣椒的碗里面。。所以都溢出来了。。


后来拿去换垫盘子。。auntie 就讲为什么那么脏。。因为她需要拿去洗。。



如果我不拿那么多辣椒。。可能就不浪费辣椒了。。（我有把它吃完哦，不过溢出来的就没办法了）。。

如果我文雅有点，不把饺子丢进辣椒盘里，就不用麻烦auntie洗那个垫盘子了。。


这里学到的是： 要惜物啊。。



P.S: 也要谢谢sitthui jiejie 借我卡。。要不然我也不可能可以在这边写东西。。

Memory

Aying ar..This post is for you..Hehe ^^



I know it is v v late..Haha.but I am tangkuku..what to do;P



I saw my friend msn pm a few days ago and guess what???



I sudddenly remember of our past..



Do u still remember in our secondary school...



~ when we sit together in year 1 with Melinda and Yadiana behind? I wonder how they are now..



~ when we chat together after Religion lesson while waiting for ur father to come n fetch u? dunno y but I was very willing to chat and wait that time..though I hate waiting..u muz put something on my drinks beforehand or read some mantra..



~ when I write letters to u even though we are in same school..Haha...(did u still keep the letters?)



~n when Melinda angry n dun wan to talk wid me becoz I didnt turn up for her b'day? ( the gift still in my warehouse now..haiz..now I really regret ) It is not fair when she didnt ignore u though u didtn come for her b'day also )



~n many many more......





I have also remember how I rebel at that time ( mayb u dunno )



~I played in the rain alone, letting my clothes n my text books wet totally..I juz walk home like that..Cool rite and I didnt get cold..wakaka.. seriously singapore aircon is much more scary..


~I also played with the sun without using umbrella..n now u can see..I am dark..
( xiao hai zi bu yao xue, jiejie you lian guo de )

come to think about it now..how did I actually endure that ya..


~Sometimes I act as loner..but sometimes it is not an act..I really feel lonely..haha..once it is time for me to piket kelas..but no one is there already..But the dilligent me still go n sweep the floor. My teacher saw it then when she saw my father she told him: " hemm, this girl is very dilligent.. all her classmates run away already but she is still doing her job"



After that, my father asked me: "How come u so dilligent at school, never c u do any housework at home? Me:"..."

Emmm..till now I still dunno..Mayb I do it becoz no one do..dunno... juz act cool lo..

There is many more about how I rebel..( if u feel not bored, I can write more..haha..u can request for it )


After loso-ing so much, it's time to back to the big question that u might have asked in ur mind..wat is my fren msn pm den?




"What is the meaning of the life?"




That's the question I had in mind when I was in my secondary school and I thought no one thinks about such a silly question.


BUT: Anna Hamin thinks of that too when she is secondary. I know that while we chat together..Since then I feel that we have something called "Mo Qi"



Hihihihihi.......